hey! life's been hard on me and gettting worst day-by-day. nevertheless, today went pretty well. i headed to the library at 12pm with sonal to get up to some revision. unfortunately, i didn't study as much as i wanted to do so. sigh. i feel like studying more now, but for some unusual reason, i am also feeling rather restless. maybe i shall get back to some studying later. i have also been having second thoughts about helping a with maths. i can't quite get over what she told me just because s said so. a always told me that she issn't that kind of girl who does things just to obtain the popularity status. however, she proved, undoubtedly, that she is the kind of girl who can do anything just to obtain popularity status. also, she does not talks to me whenever s is around. argh! i don't think i will help her, anyways. don't wanna be used. "i aint no one's slave(:" alright, i shall make a move now. oh wait! should i change my blogskin or shall i leave it as it is? hmmm.. i think i should change it. alright then, tty soon.